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Building, painting and playing

Let the digging begin! Our team of 5 plus two kenyen workers dug out the base for the school office yesterday. Which means today my back is killing me! Imagine using a hoe to level out enough room for a school office with third world tools in the hot sun. That is what we were doing. But needless to say we got it done! (Yes my family members, that blonde girl in yellow did manual  labor thank you very much). With the base done we need to lay the foundation and build the room. This is a very important project because without the office the school will not be licensed to run. We only have $1,000 dollars so far in our project fund and need $800 more!! Please if you can donate anything click in my link below so we can directly get the money to continue our project and continue to run the school at Rapha!
Today we spent all day painting the inside of the girls dormitory. I thought when we were going to paint, it would be easy because of the lovely tool, a paint roller. Well dear friends they do not have paint rollers in Kenya which means we painted with little paint brushes. Yet we did it and now the rooms are bright yellow and cheery. I will post final pictures once the girls are moved in and the curtains my mother and Penny spent hours sewing by hand. Tomorrow me and Sami will be moving in as well! I'm a little nervous to be living at the center because I will be without some of my normal "comforts" such as running water, toilets, and showers BUT I am very excited to be living with the kids. A lot of the kids don't want me to leave at night because they want me to sleep there. I know my relationships with the people and kids there are going to be much stronger which I am excited for. 
Today it was raining so we had to stay inside after painting. Sami and I went to go play with the little boys and ended up having a dance party. The boys have so many great dance moves and we had a blast dancing around! Afterwards we played Simon says which was a great English teaching tool as well for the 5-10 year old boys. Every time someone didn't listen to Simon, they all jumped up and down and hugged me since I was the Simon and screamed with joy. It was a great great time that made me remember why I am here. To have all their little arms hugging me with huge smiles and giggles flowing was a little slice of heaven. 

we love Rapha!
Working away! 
Cutting kale with the girls! 
The kids obviously love my hair 
The boys post Simon says 
The rains in Africa really are quite beautiful 

Karibu! Welcome to Kenya

Day three in Kenya! Yesterday we went to visit the kids for the first time and it was great! We had so much fun playing with them all. We picked up the older kids from school about 20 minutes from the school. We walked back with a massive mob of students eager to follow the "muzungus" or the white people. Some of my favorite memories are simply walking hand in hand with the children and just being. It was surreal to be back in the same place from two years ago. I will be updating with progress pictures of the home later. The second story of the girls dormitory is built , the classrooms have been remodeled and the kitchen is twice the size. Tomorrow we will be painting and starting on construction work. Today was church and it was a blast. The kids sing their hearts out and dance and worship the Lord with everything they have. The whole room was filled with worship and I could feel the Holy Spirit in that space. It's amazing how we can feel the presence of the Lord anywhere in the world. The rest of the afternoon was spent playing soccer with the kids and making friendship bracelets with the older girls. It was a sweet time to be with the older girls as we got to sing together, tell stories and craft. The girls are all very sweet and have such love for one another. I had the brilliant idea of getting cornrows/braids for my time in Kenya. It took a total of 3 and 1/2 hours of tedious pulling, yanking, braiding with 2-10 people working on my massive amount of hair. It was a fun project for the girls but my scalp definitely took the beating. The final project is very.... Interesting. We shall see how long it lasts. Overall I'm so happy and blessed to be here. Seeing the kids made me realize how beautiful and simple life is. The kids are totally content to just sit in the grass, play with one another hours on end and just be. I'm so excited to see my relationships with the kids deepen and grow within the next month. The kids here are fighters , survivors and lovers with their own individual stories that I have the privilege of hearing. 
"Be still and know that I am God, I will be exalted amount the nations. I will be exalted among the earth"-Psalm 46:10


Kenya Day One: traveling mercies



We made it to Nyharururu today after a 22 hour travel day yesterday. We landed in Nairobi and to my great dismay, both of my bags were lost in the flight from Amaterdam to Nairobi. I was so anxious and worried because the donation bag and all of my clothes for the next month are currently in the void of the international airports. Please pray they make it to Nyharururu which is 3 hours from Nairobi. It was no coincidence that I was doing my devotions on the plane reading about spiritual warfare. Then when my bags were lost, I realized that the spiritual warfare is already starting. I kept reminding myself that God is in control and will always provide for me. All the time God is good and right now I'm just focusing on the positives from His blessings. I thank God that me and Sami are the same size, I thank Him that we are all safe, and that I get to see all the kids tomorrow! We had dinner tonight at Thomson falls lodge with our group of 6 people including the owner and founder of HEAL and meet up with the director of the Children's home. It was so great to see her and talk about the changes that have taken place over the past two years. It is truly amazing to see how God's hand has been over the Rapha home. I just can't wait to go see the kids who have been asking about us every day, wondering when we would be coming to visit them. The anticipation of tomorrow, when we will finally see the kids, has been building for the past 6 months!! I just want to hug and kiss all their cute little faces already!! In short please please pray my bags make cit, and for my personal  perseverance. 

Back to Kenya!

I am so happy to announce that I have the privilege of living in Kenya, Africa for a month this summer. I will be going back to the same orphanage that I worked at two summers ago. I will be living there with one of my best friends Sami and the leader of the organization, HEAL. We will be focusing on building projects, and spending time loving on the kids there. It is so crazy to see how God works.
 The beginning of this year I knew that I wanted to travel back to Africa, but was not sure if it was a possibility with traveling. I also had to choose between Africa, or going back to the Czech Republic. Both places have a very special pull on my heart as there are people I love in each country. After months of praying, and seeking counsel, God revealed that it was my choice. That this decision was different then Spain, Czech or other missions trips, He was giving me the task to decide. When God gives you the reigns, sometimes we just want to give it right back to him. Why? Because it's scary knowing we hold the future in our hands, I was constantly struggling if knowing which decision was the "right" one. After seeking wise counsel, God revealed that in life, sometimes all roads lead to him. Either decision I made, God would be present and work through me. I kept pressing into what God's heart and did not let anxiety get the best of me. I made the decision for Africa and through His good timing, everything worked out! I know that God has amazing things planned for me and the rest of the team. It is just crazy to think that I will be able to see all the precious faces of the children there. I cant wait to hug them all and sing and dance in God's presence. I know that this will be a tough journey as well. We will be living in the home with 50+ children day in and day out, sleeping on less then ideal mattresses and using the oh so lovely squatty potties, but I know that it will be worth it.
 I recently read a book called, "Always Enough" by Heidi Baker,who is a radical missionary in Mozambique ministering to the poor and oppressed, and she put it simply, "All I want to do is love God and care for His people. I find them in the garbage, under trees, dying of AIDS. I’m just really simple. Jesus said, “Just look into My eyes,” and everything completely changed. His eyes are filled with love and passion, and compassion. Jesus always stops for the dying man, the dying woman and the dying child. That’s all I know, passion and compassion. He calls me to love every single person I see every single day."
My life was changed when I went to Africa. Not because I came back and felt "blessed" or because I valued all the material things I have in America, but because of the love of God that emanated from the children in Rapha children's home. So I am taking the challenge with Jesus leading the way. I am saying yes to being smelly but being totally loved by little arms wrapped around my waist laughing, yes to being worn down but revived by Jesus, and I am saying yes to seeing a little bit more into the heart of God. 
If you would like to speak to me more about my trip please ask me! And please pray for me, and the rest of the team as we prepare to journey to Africa. 
Use me God so that I may see the love in your eyes. 






Portugal/Rome

Hello friends,
I am so sorry I have really been delayed on the blogging, too busy living in the moment! But I will try to do a quick recap of the past three weeks. Portugal was probably one of my favorite places I have been so far. We went to Lisbon for a weekend. The views were just breathtaking, from the red rooftops to the sparkling sea, it all was amazing. We got to visit a cute little town near Lisbon called Belem where we toured a monastery and got to eat pastries form the Belem Bakery which is known as one of the best bakeries in the WORLD. I must say, it was the best pastry I have ever tasted. They are famous for their Pastel de Nata, which is like a baked custard cup served hot out of the oven with cinnamon sugar on top. In addition to this delicacy, I also got a chocolate croissant. Basically heaven in my mouth. My friends and I bought our treaties than wentto a park and sat down while enjoying the beauty of nature and sweets. We walked to the harbor near by and saw this incredible sculpture and overlooked the bridge in Lisbon that resembles the Golden gate bridge. Later that day we went on a private Yacht ride along the coast of Lisbon. It was so much fun to have a couple hours to relax and enjoy the seaside. We were served some champagne, appetizers  and just sat and talked while taking in the relaxation. That night I got to go out and experience some of the night life with a couple girlfriends. It was a blast! Basically everyone in Portugal speaks English so we made alot of friends. We went to the famous pink street which is painted,you guessed it, pink. Portugal was a city that will not be soon forgotten and holds many great memories.
The next weekend, I met up with one of my dear friends Denia who is also traveling Europe right now. Me and my friend Jana caught the puddle hopper to Rome and met here on Italian ground. It was out first "solo" trip where we planned everything from the hostel to the food and I must say it went incredibly well. We stayed at a Hostel called La Contra which was really nice and pretty central to everything. We walked around the city at night and went to an Italian Pizzeria in center Nueva. The pizza would literally melt in your mouth. I was so excited just to be in Italy, eating at this little hole in the wall Pizzerea with pictures on the wall and a sweet old Italian man as our waiter who maybe spoke 2 words of English. Afterwards we walked around more and just explored all the architecture. Romans do it big. Huge fountains around every corner and 1000 year old structures in the streets. Surreal would be a perfect word to describe it. We conquered Rome in a day. In one day we went to the Sistine Chapel, Pantheon, Vatican City, Colosseum, Roman Forum, Spanish steps and had time for more pasta, pizza, gelato and went out to explore the night life. We packed everything in and had the time of our lives exploring.  I can't believe that I only have 4 weeks left! I am trying to make every last minute count here. Besos! <3















MARRUECOS! (Morocco)

This past week was possibly the craziest adventure I have had yet. ISA took us to Morocco for 5 days and we traveled into the main city of Fes, the Sahara Deseret and Meknes. The journey to Morocco took a day alone including 8 hours in a bus and traveled over the strait of Giblitar by boat. The first day we went shopping in the Medina which is the center of the city of Fes. The Medina is much different than I pictured in my head. There are over 8,000 alleyways within the Medina and is the biggest human maze I have ever been in. We were in a guided tour, thank God, because I would have gotten lost within 5 minutes. I must say, there was so much trash everywhere it was ridiculous. There were dozens of hole in the wall shops and people everywhere. my nose went on a roller coaster of smells. It smelled like trash, then to spices, then to roasting meat, than to fresh spices, than to human body odor then repeat the whole cycle once more. We got to see some amazing architecture within the city, to the high arches that signify the Islamic architecture and all the mosaic colors on the walls. We went to a gold shop first, where they hand made everything, than to a scarf shop where they weaved by hand on an old fashioned machine held together by wood and yarn. Next stop was the medicine man, he had a little shop full of concoctions from spices, to Mur, and all natural body products. That was my favorite stop where I bought lots of gifts for people ;). Afterwards, we went to a tannery, or a leather making shop. We were given a tour of how the leather was made which is soaked in vats of pigeon poop and than transferred to be dyed in colored vats of urine. The stench was unbearable. But what was even worse were the men working to make these luxury items who were sitting, standing and up to their knees in filth all for a paycheck the end of the day. We ended the day by seeing a traditional Moroccan show featuring music and some belly dancing. I was pulled up during the middle of the show to try it and got to dance which was really fun.

The next day we went by 4x4 to our camp in the Sahara Desert. We camped there for two days and roughed it. No showers, cots and blankets, little running water and the desert was our toilet. But I loved it! It was so fun to immerse myself in the environment and really enjoy my surroundings. We had two nights of dancing, looking at the stars and taking night walks on the dunes. The next morning began with a 5AM wake-up call to watch the sunrise. Than we rode Camels into town. That was the craziest thing I have ever done. It was pretty scary but also so excited. We rode them to a sand dune, and hiked up the 90 angle to the top to overlook the desert. Than we rode our camels to town to a hotel where, unbeknownst to us, a pool was waiting. It was so nice to jump in after being in the 90 desert weather. We spent the last night on the dunes hanging out and some of the local Berbers, who lived 5 minutes from the camp in their desert town and were always surrounding the camp eager to make new friends, especially female, offered my and Kelsi a ride to Algeria which was only 2 hours away and "Very safe". Dont worry fam, We gladly declined. But overall, the Desert time was by far my favorite part of Morocco. God's hand in nature was evident everywhere. From the colors of the sunset, to the starry sky at night, to the orange sand dunes that were as far as the eye could see. 


Moroccan culture was an interesting culture to observe and be immersed in for a short period of time. In the cities, women were few and far between. Women were not allowed in any cafes, and usually had to be fully clothed. Men stared at all of us girls like pieces of meat and I felt very discriminated against. I felt less observed than other girls because I wore a scarf on my head the majority of the time which I was thankful for. The Berbers in the desert were an interesting people group as well. They were all men ranging form 8 to 40 years old. I found out that their wives stay at home, cook and clean and the men marry not for love, but learn to fall in love with time. The average age for a girl to marry is 17, for a man is 35. It is a very Islamic patriarchal system that is in place in Morocco. My heart broke knowing that many of the Berber men had never spent a day in school, or knew how to fully respect a woman. One night we had a band come in and the men could watch but the cooks, who were women, needed to be invited in. When women came to do our Henna hand tattoo, they all looked under 25 and probably were married to 40 year old men. The inequality within this society further proved how this world not only needs a true Savior who had created man AND women equal, but an open heart to accept change. How I wished I could spend more time and really get to know the lives of these women and see life from their point of view. Maybe God will give me another chance. One thing that gives me true peace in knowing that although I cannot change the world, I can try and spread awareness of this issue and be a light. But most importantly, my Father loves these people more than I do and will provide justice and mercy to them. 

"The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me,    because the Lord has anointed me    to proclaim good news to the poor.He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,    to proclaim freedom for the captives    and release from darkness for the prisoners." 
Isaiah 61:1 









Besos, Lauren